What is wrong? Did I pick a wrong crystal? Is it not suitable for me? Should I place it aside?
Crystals are very intelligent. Each crystal appears in your presence at the right time and for your highest transformation potential. It is meant to assist in every way possible in your life journey and soul purpose.
Nope, it is not a wrong crystal; it can never be wrong. However, it is your decision whether or not you wish to work with it.
Crystal comes with multiple levels of healing properties i.e. physical, emotional, mental, spiritual and beyond. It may work with you on matters which are known and unknown to you as permitted by your higher self.
Most of the healing experiences are subtle and pleasant, some are even not felt by you. Others may be transformed into dreams, indirect experiences made known to you by others around you, scenarios requiring your involvements and etc. Many are concerned especially towards complicated or less pleasant scenarios requiring their involvement. Sometimes, in order to heal, you need to experience the scenarios to weed out your perception, true feelings, past memories and etc. It is interactive.
Bear in mind, that the crystal will assist and buffer the situation to as pleasant as possible. Read up the healing properties of the crystal and see if it resonates with you.
If you think that it is working too demanding, you may ask if it could pace down or be translated into dreams or other smoother methods. (Note: It doesn't matter whether you remember your dream or you see it vividly. It is more important to know that your have learned the lesson and that energy is released and transmuted).
Of course, if you decide that you are not up for the challenge at the moment, just set intention that you would revisit this when you are more ready or allow it to be resolved in a different manner. Set aside the crystal. Meanwhile, you may still work with other crystals.
Side notes:
The main factors which influences the healing experiences and effects are mainly due to the importance of the soul lesson, your lightbody, your mastery of the lesson and so forth.
- Importance of the soul lesson - Major lesson must be brought to your attention for your awareness, learning, mastery and interactive involvement The right crystal that appears to you is able to assist and buffer the situation.
- Lightbody - A lighter lightbody allows more pleasant healing experience and transmutation. If permitted by your higher self and that your lightbody is able to sustain, crystals may transform the lesson to more subtle healing methods i.e. indirect experiences experienced by others, dreams and etc. Work with yourself continuously to attain a lighter lightbody.
- Mastery of the lesson - Your soul may have experienced and learnt a similar lesson in your other lifetimes. Those which are presented to you now is to enhance your mastery.Related Article
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